One little pill

Just to give me a thrill...

One slit on the wrist

Just for a twist...

Not a tear shed

Because inside I am dead ---

Waiting for the rest of me to catch up.

What's one more heartbreak to add to it all?

Who really gives a fuck if I'm the one to fall?

I'm tired of trying to keep up the mask -

When really, I want to say: "Kiss my ass!"

Don't stand there pretending that you care,

I'm just another statistic to add to this year -

Another life ruined, another life loss

Another victim in your self-righteous cause.

To escape one last time, to find a way out

And I'll leave you wondering what it's all about -

Nobody stopped to help me, nobody tried,

They're all just spectators watching me die.

I want to take a bloodbath and drown in life's stream -

I want to wake up from this terrible dream.

I want to live, but I think what's the use...

Tomorrow will come with another excuse:

Why prolong it, why even try -

Why not give up, and let the rest of me die?

Nobody understands, nobody cares;

And I'm tired of living under so many fears.

Leave me alone, and bid me good night -

I want to rest, I don't want to fight;

The darkness surrounds me, I'm lost from the light

I have no more strength, no more might.

broken.